AN OLDISH upcountry man tall and lean, with shaven shrunken cheeks like wilted fruits, jogging along the road to the market town in his patched up pair of country-made shoes and a short tunic made of printed chintz, a frayed umbrella tilted over his head, a bamboo stick under his armpit. It is a sultry morning of August, the light is vague filtering through thin white clouds. The last night seemed smothered under a damp black blanket: and today a sluggish wind is fitfully stirring a dubious response among amlaki leaves. The stranger passed by the hazy skyline of my mind, a mere person, with no definition, no care that may trouble him, no needs for any the least thing. And I appeared to him for a moment at the farthest limit of the unclaimed land of his life, in the grey mist that separates one from all relations. I imagine he has his cow in his stall, a parrot in the cage, his wife with bangles round her arms, grinding wheat, the washerman for his neighbour, the grocer's shop across the lane, a harassing debt to the man from Peshawar, and somewhere my own indistinct self only as a passing person.
IT is TIME for me to go, mother; I am going. When in the paling darkness of the lonely dawn you stretch out your arms for your baby in the bed, I shall say, 'Baby is not there!'-mother, I am going. I shall become a delicate draught of air and caress you; and I shall be ripples in the water when you bathe, and kiss you and kiss you again. In the gusty night when the rain patters on the leaves you will hear my whisper in your bed, and my laughter will flash with the lightning through the open window into your room. If you lie awake, thinking of your baby till late into the night, I shall sing to you from the stars, 'Sleep, mother, sleep.' On the straying moonbeams I shall steal over your bed, and lie upon your bosom while you sleep. I shall become a dream, and through the little opening of your eyelids I shall slip into the depths of your sleep; and when you wake up and look round startled, like a twinkling firefly I shall flit out into the darkness. When, on the great festival of puja, the neighbours' children come and play about the house, I shall melt into the music of the flute and throb in your heart all day. Dear auntie will come with puja-presents and will ask, 'Where is our baby, sister?' Mother, you will tell her softly, 'He is in the pupils of my eyes, he is in my body and in my soul.'