II. 87. Kabir kab se bhaye vairagi
GORAKHNATH ASKS Kabir:
'Tell me, O Kabir, when did your vocation begin? Where did your love have its rise?'
Kabir answers:
'When He whose forms are manifold had not begun His play: when there was no Guru, and no disciple: when the world was not spread out: when the Supreme One was alone
Then I became an ascetic; then, O Gorakh, my love was drawn to Brahma.
Brahma did not hold the crown on his head; the god Vishnu was not anointed as king; the power of Shiva was still unborn; when I was instructed in Yoga.
'I became suddenly revealed in Benares, and Ramananda illumined me;
I brought with me the thirst for the Infinite, and I have come for the meeting with Him.
In simplicity will I unite with the Simple One; my love will surge up.
O Gorakh, march thou with His music!'

I LONG TO GO over there to the further bank of the river,
Where those boats are tied to the bamboo poles in a line;
Where men cross over in their boats in the morning with ploughs on their shoulders to till their far-away fields;
Where the cowherds make their lowing cattle swim across to the riverside pasture;
Whence they all come back home in the evening, leaving the jackals to howl in the island overgrown with weeds.
Mother, if you don't mind, I should like to become the boatman of the ferry when I am grown up.
They say there are strange pools hidden behind that high bank,
Where flocks of wild ducks come when the rains are over, and thick reeds grow round the margins where waterbirds lay their eggs;
Where snipes with their dancing tails stamp their tiny footprints upon the clean soft mud;
Where in the evening the tall grasses crested with white flowers invite the moonbeam to float upon their waves.
Mother, if you don't mind, I should like to become the boatman of the ferryboat when I am grown up.
I shall cross and cross back from bank to bank, and all the boys and girls of the village will wonder at me while they are bathing.
When the sun climbs the mid sky and morning wears on to noon,
I shall come running to you, saying, 'Mother, I am hungry!'
When the day is done and the shadows cower under the trees, I shall come back in the dusk.
I shall never go away from you into the town to work like father.
Mother, if you don't mind, I should like to become the boatman of the ferryboat when I am grown up.

    আমি    ভিক্ষা করে ফিরতেছিলেম
                          গ্রামের পথে পথে,
              তুমি তখন চলেছিলে
                          তোমার স্বর্ণরথে।
              অপূর্ব এক স্বপ্ন-সম
              লাগতেছিল চক্ষে মম--
              কী বিচিত্র শোভা তোমার,
                          কী বিচিত্র সাজ।
              আমি মনে ভাবেতেছিলেম,
                          এ কোন্‌ মহারাজ।
আজি   শুভক্ষণে রাত পোহালো
                          ভেবেছিলেম তবে,
              আজ আমারে দ্বারে দ্বারে
                          ফিরতে নাহি হবে।
              বাহির হতে নাহি হতে
              কাহার দেখা পেলেম পথে,
              চলিতে রথ ধনধান্য
                          ছড়াবে দুই ধারে--
              মুঠা মুঠা কুড়িয়ে নেব,
                          নেব ভারে ভারে।
    দেখি    সহসা রথ থেমে গেল
                          আমার কাছে এসে,
              আমার মুখপানে চেয়ে
                          নামলে তুমি হেসে।
              দেখে মুখের প্রসন্নতা
              জুড়িয়ে গেল সকল ব্যথা,
              হেনকালে কিসের লাগি
                          তুমি অকস্মাৎ
              "আমায় কিছু দাও গো' বলে
                          বাড়িয়ে দিলে হাত।
    মরি,    এ কী কথা রাজাধিরাজ,
                          "আমায় দাও গো কিছু'!
              শুনে ক্ষণকালের তরে
                          রইনু মাথা-নিচু।
              তোমার কী-বা অভাব আছে
              ভিখারী ভিক্ষুকের কাছে।
              এ কেবল কৌতুকের বশে
                                  আমায় প্রবঞ্চনা।
                          ঝুলি হতে দিলেম তুলে
                          একটি ছোটো কণা।
      যবে       পাত্রখানি ঘরে এনে
                    উজাড় করি-- এ কী!
                   ভিক্ষামাঝে একটি ছোটো
                    সোনার কণা দেখি।
                   দিলেম যা রাজ-ভিখারীরে
                   স্বর্ণ হয়ে এল ফিরে,
                   তখন কাঁদি চোখের জলে
                    দুটি নয়ন ভরে--
                   তোমায় কেন দিই নি আমার
                    সকল শূন্য করে।